its 356 am right now.(because i wrote this yest night on notepad)
and i refuse to sleep
because a song's stuck on my head.


tell me someone, where do i go from here.
im pretty much worn out guessing.
it would be pretty much easier if i didnt see the right bend
only then i'd able to walk right straight ahead
up straight,
im pretty sure of the route, i'd get home on time.
ill be home for sure,
things are so predictable down there
ive been there before,
its almost so still, like air,
the air i breathe



but i caught a shadow at the right bend.
maybe ive got it all wrong.
maybe its just the eye playing tricks on the mind.
ill never know if i dont turn but what if ill never get home.
i dont even know for sure if what i saw was real
much more the route itself.the right turn, calls for a night adventure
it could leave me lost, not reaching home , but the adventure's enthralling, it almost lingers.
but maybe ill get home, maybe the shadow's true enough to bring me home.
but what if i got it all wrong from the start.
and ive got this strong feeling, i was wrong.
maybe the shadow's not there to guide.
maybe this right turn didnt even exist.


so now what?
where do i go?
maybe i should just head for u-turn.
and leave this road.
life and decisions.
synonyms and antonyms.
poems and idioms.
irony and repetitions.
memory and existance.






Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort?
-mcfly

because at that point of time, i was feeling that way.
and like we said, let time do its job.
and i hope everything's ok right now.
the unknown scares me, alot.